a poem for mum

On a wonderfull December night
I feel the world is happy
The moon is glowing, smiling at me
So I must let my sadness ebb away

All the feelings that I try to hide
Are pouring out on my runaway bike
And all the stories that I really like
Cannot remain, though I hold them tight

Have I told you about my dream, last night?
In the darkness, I ran around and you showed me the light
You never stop pushing me to fight
Till I get the place you know is right

I just dont know what to do
Thanks for the affection that I got from you

I really want to thank you
And I promise you something that's forever true
I'll never let your world be colored blue
I'll always be around taking gone caring of you

[Dec, 22nd 2003.
Dedication to my lovely mum..]

Its been 9years..
And its never en0ugh to say sorry..
Cuz I always disappoint you, over and over again.,
Mom, you're my mother, my bestfriend, yet my greatest enemy.. You're really my everything..
I Love you more than I ever thought..

A poem for Nana

Vincent Wi, A poem for Nana

(special dedicate for April Café, Syafrina Siregar)

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Do You Know Where You’re Going To?

(theme from Mahogany ; G. Goffin, M. Nasser)

Do you know where you’re going to?

Do you like the things that life is showing you?

Where you going to? Do you know?

Do you get what you’re hoping for

When you look behind you there’s no open door?

What are you hoping for? Do you know?

Once we were standing still in time

Chasing the fantasies that filled our minds

You knew how I loved you, but my spirit was free

Laughing at the question that you once asked of me.

Do you get what you’re hoping for

When you look behind you there’s no open door?

What are you hoping for? Do you know?

Now looking back at all we’re had

We let so many dreams just slip through our hands

Why must be wait so long before we see

How sad the answers to those questions can be?

you're my everything

When we first fell in love
I thought that nothing could compare
To the magical romance
That you and I had come to share.

But as time passed, feelings deepened,
And our closeness grew
The romance turned into
A real and lasting love with you.

You care for me in all the ways
I want and need so much.
I’ve felt your warmth and tenderness
With every word and touch.

I know I can depend on you
For support and honesty,
That patient understanding
That you always give to me.

There’s a special kind of happiness
That only love can bring,
And I’ve found that happiness with you...
You are my everything.

One more day with you

I'm so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin

Blast from the past

I met this guy, one year ago. Actually, it’s not our first meeting. Yup, I already know him since high school. My friend introduced him to me, at February 2^nd 2002. Before that day, I’ve never know about him. So, it’s such a nice day to know him in unusual moment. Why I say that? Coz in that day, Jakarta was attacked by flood and made a serious traffic jam everywhere. He’s a nice person, and somehow, when looking into his eyes, I felt something. (Maybe, I’m in love with you… -Maybe, by Brainstorm-) ONE SWEET DAY! Coz after that day, I’ve never see him anymore. My friend told me, that he’s back with his girl. Maybe, only me who feel that damn chemistry on that day. Unlucky Me…

In 2007, he sent me something, and he said that he always like me. Funny, I think. Coz, for all this time, I thought he never like and noticed about me. I don't know why he decided to said it after 5 years. We even don't have a connection before. Not a call or a message. So, why he have to come now? Is it God’s will? Then why he came exactly when I need someone who can ease my pain? Maybe its sound too much, but I thought it’s true. He’s not only come by, but he’s always there until finally, I could release all that pain and grudge, all because of him.

^

You give me strength

You give me hope

You give me someone to love someone to hold

When I’m in your arms

I need you to know

I’ve never been

Never been this close

After all these time, I don’t know what be like, when he’s not around me. Coz, likely, I’m turning into deeply needing him. Don’t know how, don’t know its start when, I fall for him. He’s always in my head, my eyes, and my heart. He can made me both cry and laugh, happy when he’s here and sad when he’s far away.

^

Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?

Does it really matter why I love you?

If you wanna know

Why I can't let go

Let me explain to you

That every little dream comes true

With every little thing you do

One simple wish but hard to make it come true, I want to be someone for him, like him for me. I wish I could do the same as he does for me. Being someone he needs, someone he desire to be with, someone that can be real for him. ( REAL? Yea, coz I think, I’m like a ghost for him. Between exist and not exist. ) If I could, then I would, I going wherever you will go

^

If I had to run

If I had to crawl

If I had to swim a hundred rivers just to climb a thousand walls

Always know that I would find a way

To get to where you are

There’s no place that far

Maybe it’s really God’s will, that HE bringing him into me, when both of us a little bit more mature and wise to face some problem in relationship. Many bad and good times, we’d been through. And I’d really thanx to God for having him in my life. Lucky, lucky, lucky Me …!!! 

For good and bad, I’ll love him in everything he is. 

Sorry, coz I made so many mistakes

I may not be beside you everyday,

I may run out of tender words to say,

I may not be the one you thinking of,

Even I’m not fit perfect dreams of love

One thing I know for sure,

My love is always yours….

I’ll try for not giving up in us,

And I’ll ask you do the same, not giving up in us.

Even it’s hard, I know, we’ll make it through…

Last, but not least…

Here are the words that I’ve sent you at June, 3^rd ‘07

“I give you my heart, mind, body and soul

I give you my love, for you to make me whole

I give you my past, my future and now

I give you my thoughts, my hope and this vow

I give you my world, all the pain and strive

I give you my hand, Learn to share my life

I give you the kiss. And these words I say

I’ll cherish you always as of this day

I give you my faith. That these words are true

For today I swear to spend my life with you… “

Written with all my heart

May, 12^th 2008

C’ chan

(maaph, kalu byk grammar yg salah…)

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William Wodsworth Quotes

"A day spent in a round of strenuous idleness."

"A multitude of causes unknown to former times are now acting with a combined force to blunt the discriminating powers of the mind, and unfitting it for all voluntary exertion to reduce it to a state of almost savage torpor."

"A reasoning, self-sufficing thing, An intellectual all-in-all!"

"But an old age serene and bright, and lovely as a Lapland night, shall lead thee to thy grave."

"Come forth into the light of things, Let Nature be your teacher."

"Faith is a passionate intuition."

"Fill your paper with the breathings of your heart."

"Fluttering and dancing in the breeze."

"For by superior energies; more strict affiance in each other; faith more firm in their unhallowed principles, the bad have fairly earned a victory over the weak, the vacillating, inconsistent good."

"For I have learned to look on nature, not as in the hour of thoughtless youth, but hearing oftentimes the still, sad music of humanity."

"Give all thou canst; high Heaven rejects the lore of nicely-calculated less or more."

"Golf is a day spent in a round of strenuous idleness."

"Happier of happy though I be, like them I cannot take possession of the sky, mount with a thoughtless impulse, and wheel there, one of a mighty multitude whose way and motion is a harmony and dance magnificent."

"Hearing often-times the still, sad music of humanity, nor harsh nor grating, though of ample power to chasten and subdue."

"Heaven lies about us in our infancy! Shades of the prison-house begin to close upon the growing boy."

"How does the Meadow flower its bloom unfold? Because the lovely little flower is free down to its root, and in that freedom bold."

"Huge and mighty forms that do not live like living men, moved slowly through the mind by day and were trouble to my dreams."

"I traveled among unknown men, in lands beyond the sea; nor England! did I know till then what love I bore to thee."

"In modern business it is not the crook who is to be feared most, it is the honest man who doesn't know what he is doing."

"In stray gifts to be claimed by whoever shall find."

"In that sweet mood when pleasant thoughts bring sad thoughts to the mind."

"Life is divided into three terms - that which was, which is, and which will be. Let us learn from the past to profit by the present, and from the present to live better in the future."

"Lost in a gloom of uninspired research."

"Nature never did betray the heart that loved her."

"Neither evil tongues, rash judgements, nor the sneers of selfish men, nor greetings where no kindness is, nor all the dreary intercourse of daily life, shall e'er prevail against us."

"No motion has she now, no force; she neither hears nor sees; rolled around in earth's diurnal course, with rocks, and stones, and trees."

"Not Chaos, not the darkest pit of lowest Erebus, nor aught of blinder vacancy, scooped out by help of dreams - can breed such fear and awe as fall upon us often when we look into our Minds, into the Mind of Man."

"One impulse from a vernal wood May teach you more of man, Of moral evil and of good, Than all the sages can."

"Our birth is but a sleep and a forgetting. Not in entire forgetfulness, and not in utter nakedness, but trailing clouds of glory do we come."

"Pictures deface walls more often than they decorate them."

"Rapine, avarice, expense, This is idolatry; and these we adore; Plain living and high thinking are no more."

"She dwelt among the untrodden ways Beside the springs of Dove, A maid whom there were none to praise And very few to love."

"She seemed a thing that could not feel the touch of earthly years."

"Small service is true service, while it lasts."

"That best portion of a man's life, his little, nameless, unremembered acts of kindness and love."

"That blessed mood in which the burthen of the mystery, in which the heavy and the weary weight of all this unintelligible world is lightened."

"That though the radiance which was once so bright be now forever taken from my sight. Though nothing can bring back the hour of splendor in the grass, glory in the flower. We will grieve not, rather find strength in what remains behind."

"The Child is the father of the Man."

"The flower that smells the sweetest is shy and lowly."

"The human mind is capable of excitement without the application of gross and violent stimulants; and he must have a very faint perception of its beauty and dignity who does not know this."

"The mind that is wise mourns less for what age takes away; than what it leaves behind."

"The ocean is a mighty harmonist."

"The thought of our past years in me doth breed perpetual benedictions."

"The world is too much with us; late and soon, getting and spending, we lay waste our powers: Little we see in Nature that is ours."

"This city now doth, like a garment, wear the beauty of the morning; silent bare, ships, towers, domes, theatres and temples lie open unto the fields and to the sky; All bright and glittering in the smokeless air."

"Thoughts that do often lie too deep for tears."

"To begin, begin."

"To me the meanest flower that blows can give thoughts that do often lie too deep for tears."

"Tossing their heads in sprightly dance."

"What we need is not the will to believe, but the wish to find out."

"When from our better selves we have too long been parted by the hurrying world, and droop. Sick of its business, of its pleasures tired, how gracious, how benign in solitude."

"Wisdom is oftentimes nearer when we stoop than when we soar."

"Wisdom is ofttimes nearer when we stoop than when we soar."

"With an eye made quiet by the power of harmony, and the deep power of joy, we see into the life of things."